bored

i talked to shala tonight...for the first time in a long time...chris fucked her over...i didnt tell her i told her so...but i told her so...a long time ago...but we are kool again...i missed becky online...that sucked...i wanna talk to her more than i do...california love...thats a good song...and the title is kinda significant to my current future plans... but thats if things go as planned...i hope they do...beach houses are plur...so um... not much else to say...not much else to do online...suppose i will find one of the 400 channels to watch...i hope... so im out...peace to all...

bored

i talked to shala tonight...for the first time in a long time...chris fucked her over...i didnt tell her i told her so...but i told her so...a long time ago...but we are kool again...i missed becky online...that sucked...i wanna talk to her more than i do...california love...thats a good song...and the title is kinda significant to my current future plans... but thats if things go as planned...i hope they do...beach houses are plur...so um... not much else to say...not much else to do online...suppose i will find one of the 400 channels to watch...i hope... so im out...peace to all...

becky

i talked to becky last night...for a long time...it was way cool...i havent talked to her in a grip...and we both just broke it down...we talked for like 4 hours...she is such a lil sweetheart...i got $25 from my grandma...not having a job is sweet at the moment...but im eating...so later...

yay!

today was just as uneventful as i had hoped...i slept...watched some lil league world series...damn indiana lost...the bronx better win tomorrow...danny almonte ownz...then i watched some x games...props to mirra, hoffman and clowers...they own too...and i made a pitcher of milkshake that ownz...im drinkin it now...today owned...

bleh

today i woke up at 8:00...so i could be there early to talk to the financial aid lady...and she said all i needed to do was go get a form from the financial aid office...which i coulda done anytime of day...that sucks...on my way home i applied at hollywood video...cuz it seems easy...there was a cute girl working there...thats a plus...i would normally only have been awake for about 2 hours by now...i have been awake for almost 6...bleh...i will sleep good tonight...school started today...FOR ALL THE LIL SHITS IN HIGH SCHOOL AROUND HERE!!!not me...the streets are relatively unbusy now during daytime hours... bueno...a stupid girl i fucked is trying to make me jealous...i told her friend she should quit cuz it wont work...i dont care if shes with some guy...*twirls finger sarcastically*i got the booty...3 times in one night...*raises roof*she wants to rock this cock...i told her she can...but she wants to be my gf or sumthin...shes dumb... i live 150 miles away from her...and i wouldnt make the drive for her...maybe for some booty though...normal people suck... how do they wake up so damn early and act fine all day?oh yah...i forgot about coffee...eek...i'd rather have cappucino... mucho bueno...naptime for me...no cappucino today...adios...

bleh is right

life is so uneventful right now...i watched a good movie tonight...the simpsons owned tonight...i wrote all those letters i said i would...that made my arm hurt...i mowed the big ass lawn...i made a bomb cheesecake...strawberry cheesecake...i went to the grocery store...i need to buy a ti-86...but they are damn expensive...cant wait for school to start...college girls... and lots of them...im tired...goodbye LJ for now...

survey from erol...

I see: acid flashbacks... lol...I need: friends in killeen or cove...I find: kool girls that i like and they like me but they live in austin or houston or dallas...I want: somebody to loveI wish: i didnt have to goto college to be successful...I love: good friends...I hate: being alone...I miss: beavis and butthead on MTV...I fear: spiders... and snakes... and being uncool...I feel: up on girls... if they let me...I hear: very little... its quiet... almost too quiet...I smell: some velveta that is on the table still from dinner...I crave: big breasted women... I search: for a perfect girl...I wonder: if i will make it through college...I regret: leaving san antonio... well i do at least so far...Smiled?: earlier todayLaughed?: earlier today Bought something?: earlier todayDanced?: at church i started to liquid when i was leaving... i was bored...Were sarcastic?: let me look it up in my sarcasm journal...Kissed someone?: when i left san antonio...Talked to an ex?: today i suppose...Watched your favorite movie?: i dont pick favorites...Had a nightmare?: i dont remember my dreams...Last book you read: i dunno... i think it was sumthin my michel foucault...Last movie you saw: loser... and bring it on... i watched them back to back...Last song you heard: i dunno... Last thing you had to drink: orange-pineapple juice...Last time you showered: this morning..Last thing you ate: hamburger with a1, cheesburger with ketchup and pickles, french fries, chips, salsa, queso, pork chop sandwich, and a glass of milk, 2 cans of juice, and a can of dr. pepper....Smoke?: like a chimneyDo drugs?: everything in moderation...Have sex?: dont make me think... its been a while...Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope...Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope...Have a dream that keeps coming back?: i dont remember dreams...Play an instrument?: i used to play trumpet...Believe there is life on other planets?: yes...Remember your first love?: yup...Still love him/her?: yup...Read the newspaper?: occasionally...Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yup... does it matter?Believe in miracles?: i suppose... since i am catholic and all...Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: i dunno... never tried...Consider yourself tolerant of others?: sometimes...Consider love a mistake?: hell noLike the taste of alcohol?: depends what kind... im not a big connesuir of liquor...Have a favorite candy?: no...Believe in astrology?: yup...Believe in magic?: wicca maybe... magic no...Believe in God?: yup...Pray?: at church...Go to church?: yup... Have any secrets?: yup...Have any pets: not anymore...Do well in school?: i could if i did homework and stayed awake in class...Go to or plan to go to college?: too late...Have a major?: general studies for now...Talk to strangers who instant message you?: yes...Wear hats?: often... Have any piercings?: tongue and ear...Have any tattoos?: not yet...Hate yourself?: no...Have an obsession?: nope...Have a secret crush?: no... Do they know yet?: n/aCollect anything?: anything kool...Have a best friend?: not anymore... he moved to houston and i moved here and i havent talked to him in like two months...Wish on stars?: i live in the country... and i get bored... you bet your ass...Like your handwriting?: hell yah... no one else does though... they cant read it...Have any bad habits?: yup...Care about looks?: definately...

awake

being awake sucks... i wish i were still asleep...sleep is bueno...awake is not...espescially with allergies...allergies suck ass...i need to write those letters today...it will be kool...yup...ok im out then...

yo

its um...2:10 in the am...so yah...and stuff...well tonight...i got to get back to good with one of my friends...i missed her... and i wub her...i may not love her...but i get the feeling that i could in time...she just makes me a happy camper when i talk to her...always a smile on my face to converse with her...i think she may underestimate what she means to me...today i found some pics we drew together online...this was before i talked to her today...i almost got a tear in my eye lookin at them...the memories are good... the conversation with a live her is better...she is a absolute doll...i would type her name as if this were a real journal but around her name circles controversy or some shit...and i would rather stay out of drama for a while...unless she prefers i put her name here... her choice really... cuz she knows who reads this... tbn peeps... eek!!!lol...thats funny...but um... i too would prefer to not hear comments from the peanut gallery about her...cuz im sure they wont be nice...and she is a princess who deserves nothing less than the best...damn ryan...lol... jk...i wanted to moderate...oh well...life goes on i suppose...im going to start a letter writing frenzy tomorrow...today actually...but blow me...im writing letters cuz i like mail...and its boring here...at least till school starts it will be...ppl need to ill with me...now!!!today (yesterday) for some reason i had an urge to stick up for my friends...so i did...i decided that i dont give a fuck what ppl say about me for hangin out with certain ppl...cuz its more important to be true to yourself and what you believe...i hope if i ever need it that someone will do the same for me as i did for becca... i had to stick up for her... it was just getting pathetic... TBN is so low...but its all a popularity contest...you have to be close to the top to be accepted...and to get there is near impossible...im glad im an established like person on there or whatever...it would suck to just sign up now and have all these fools clown...ok um...that was random...damn... my nipples are hard...its cold in here...so cold my bdoy is hunching of like that of an old man...its scary...kinda...goodnight LJgoodnight TBN ppl on LJand to you *points* goodnight!