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its um...2:10 in the am...so yah...and stuff...well tonight...i got to get back to good with one of my friends...i missed her... and i wub her...i may not love her...but i get the feeling that i could in time...she just makes me a happy camper when i talk to her...always a smile on my face to converse with her...i think she may underestimate what she means to me...today i found some pics we drew together online...this was before i talked to her today...i almost got a tear in my eye lookin at them...the memories are good... the conversation with a live her is better...she is a absolute doll...i would type her name as if this were a real journal but around her name circles controversy or some shit...and i would rather stay out of drama for a while...unless she prefers i put her name here... her choice really... cuz she knows who reads this... tbn peeps... eek!!!lol...thats funny...but um... i too would prefer to not hear comments from the peanut gallery about her...cuz im sure they wont be nice...and she is a princess who deserves nothing less than the best...damn ryan...lol... jk...i wanted to moderate...oh well...life goes on i suppose...im going to start a letter writing frenzy tomorrow...today actually...but blow me...im writing letters cuz i like mail...and its boring here...at least till school starts it will be...ppl need to ill with me...now!!!today (yesterday) for some reason i had an urge to stick up for my friends...so i did...i decided that i dont give a fuck what ppl say about me for hangin out with certain ppl...cuz its more important to be true to yourself and what you believe...i hope if i ever need it that someone will do the same for me as i did for becca... i had to stick up for her... it was just getting pathetic... TBN is so low...but its all a popularity contest...you have to be close to the top to be accepted...and to get there is near impossible...im glad im an established like person on there or whatever...it would suck to just sign up now and have all these fools clown...ok um...that was random...damn... my nipples are hard...its cold in here...so cold my bdoy is hunching of like that of an old man...its scary...kinda...goodnight LJgoodnight TBN ppl on LJand to you *points* goodnight!